coming round to my birthday soon and it prompts me to look back over the year and think about all the good and bad things....at the mo they kinda balance out i guess...college is finally through three years of madness and ups and downs. and at the end of it im glad in a way its over, another chapter in my life to file with the rest. im left with a feeling that im just waiting for someting spectacular to happen to me..i feel im in a kind of limbo and i guess its up to me to change something to rectify this to move on..at the moment i feel so lost as i dont kno what that is..im not complaining i could hav life a whole lot worse...and its up to us in my belief to take all the bad and make it good..and so as i roll on to my twentieth year, i endeavour to do so...with an open heart and an open mind.

Blessed Be.